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Saturday, March 24, 2007

elaine here---
well. struggles. but i guess i ve to do this.
to JINGYING:
i really dunnor who u re. i believe that u re really named jingying if u says so. since right from the beginning i dont think u re bad. serious. but i m superduper curious bout who u re. someone closed to me? the tags. u showed to me that yes, u know my data. a lot of them. n i can tell u while i dunnor who u re, i treat u as a scary person. u sounded okay. if u wanna criticise me u wont go all the way to read my blogg thoroughly n tagged n got so much info. u wont tell me that zinc bags' quality aren't good. u wont advise me how i should do in order to be a better person. i blocked u so that i can set aside the matter. i cleared all the tags bc i want it to be renewed. not immature. but probably i m. since i hadn spoke to u directly after ur several tags. i should be just like any typical mature teenager, scold vulgarities n rail at u for addressing much to me? well. i do things my way n yes. comment bahh. i know any spammer can jollywell tag 'elaine's attitude sucks' in one, 'elaine bahaves as if she's the best BUT she's NOT' in another, continue with 'elaine's disgusting', n 'elaine's acting like somewhat like a hypocrite', with 'elaine's acting like she's some big shot in co'. u dunneeda say much with claims that u dun detest me, i m okay, n i m enthu. really. if u think i m acting like a hypocrite here, i m gonna tell u firmly that I M NOT. everything here is serious from the heart. I WANT TO MEET U. come find me? u sounds like u really cant bear the sight of me being arrogant n big in co yet normal outta co. u commented on my behaviour. but. i want to know more. curiousity killed the cat. but i say again. I WANT TO MEET U. u know me but i dunnor u. it's not fair. n please see the fact that since i wanna meet u, i m offguarded. u re smart. u should know whatta do. spam my blogg? if u can feel better. not my co blogg. against me. not co bahh. u said i should generalized my attitude. u mean i m better in co than when i m outside? n please dunbe offended by the rest. they mean NO harm.
to ALL:
i ve always thought that i m not ur typical kinda leader/chairperson. i m not the kinda leader whom u can look upon as all-rounded role model. i cant juggle 100% with co, studies, friends n family. so never have i thought i m the best. in co there re people muchi stronger than me; in studies obviusly i m not there; in friends i dunget a soulmate; in family i ve problems too. I M NOT THE BEST. n i m living as ME. 100% me. from my blogg my entries, people can see that i m emo. yes. n people who dunnor me ll find it rather egoistic n hypocrite of me to ve typed those. but really. my blogg is like my diary. yy should i fake out anything? isnt it the same with many others? [If I were two-faced, would I be wearing this one? - abraham lincoln ] isnt that what i put on my blogg? i m just a normal secondary school girl. random outta co? if random=just like any others, i can say i m fine with it. no way m i going to be as high as i m inside of co when outside. it's the fact that i m the chairperson. i gonna give commands n all. that's the difference between me in n outta co n yy i m random when outta co. i m still me in n outta co, n it's the same attitude i ve throughout. it's the same.
i m not a role model. u all can see. a good role model dunget spammer(s) judging u. so i reckoned i pulled down the entire co's name?
i ll look at the positive side.
GUYS~~~ LET"S ALL TOO...
...so i guessed i haven been a good chairman so far? after having promised to be better. ...
***that JINGYING. we needa talk dun we? classm8? co mate? or whoever. i m already disappointed so wusuowei.
i ll continue to be ME.
(there isnt anything typed here that means offence!)

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